Everyone has feelings. even Hitler had a girlfriend. all it takes is for you to mer...

Everyone has feelings. even Hitler had a girlfriend. all it takes is for you to mer that one person that could possibly turn your whole life around. Me? i still haven't met that girl yet. My friend who was the biggest player in the game, the only guy i know who could get any girl in the room. One day i found out he was going out with someone. i couldn't believe it. at first it all seem to me like a dream but it was true. then i realised, if a guy like that could have feelings then anyone could catch feelings. The truth is, catching feelings is like a weakness and thats not something i would like to have. Catching feelings also means that, the other person could hurt you whenever they want and you won't be able to defend yourself. The best way to avoid this is by pretending there is no feelings there at all. it works for me hence the reason i never get hurt. been speaking to this girl lately. We have been speaking just over two days and i think i like her already. well i have every right to. She's 18, young, beautiful and ambitious and so different from any other girls I've been speaking to. to be honest, she's my ideal girl, the kind of girl i go for. But this feelings would never be expressed you know why? because you look like a damn fool if you do. let her express how she feels first before any other thing. because if you tell her how you feel first? you are no different from her. Men are meant to be strong both physically and mentally but not when it comes to having feelings for someone. We are even worst than girls when it comes to catching feelings. Things are going well with her and i can't say her name for obvious reasons but i hope it leads to something good and beautiful. i just don't wanna get in her pants and thats it. maybe there might be something more. Fingers cross.

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