New Chapter

Hi all, I know it's been a few months since I last posted on here and most of you guys must be wondering why. First of all I'll like to apologise for that and secondly, a lot has happened in the past few months.

I had a really good job during the summer and it was a shame I had to give it up since I was going back to uni to complete my final year. I also met this amazing girl during the summer and I'll tell you guys all about it in moment.

Since it's my final year, I get to do twice as much work compared to what I did last year and also in less time! So I literally have no time for myself. I am unable to train with my football team during the week, I also had to quit the uni football team as it is impossible for me to dedicate at this point of time. Just working hard and hoping it comes to an end sooner or later but apart from that everything is good. Not exactly the way I want it to be but I can't really complain.

So about this girl...

We first met at a night out which you probably could have guessed that and we started texting ever since. She was quite exotic with the most beautiful smile I've ever seen but there was something about her that I couldn't figure out. I knew from the start it was a bad idea to pursue any thing with her but some risk are worth taking right?

So we went on a date and the strange thing was, I've never seen or heard about her before and she didn't know who I was which was a good thing. The date was perfect just how I imagined it to be, we shared some stories and kissed each other goodnight.

She was a beautiful, brown skin brunette with a perfect body. Every time I layed down with her or every time we get together, I get this feeling that I've never felt before. For once in my life I was vulnerable. I was stupid enough to let her know and I'll tell you why.

So we started getting comfortable around each other, she'll come spend the night at my house, watch a movie, fool around a little bit and sometimes take her for dinner. We spoke on the phone for at least three times a week and text her every single day. It was PERFECT.

The summer was almost over and she had to go back to uni. I forgot to tell you guys, she was in her second year of uni studying Law. Probably one of I reason I was so attracted to her apart from her looks.

Summer is finally over and she had to return back to uni, this meant I won't get to see her that often but I knew if she really does care about me then she'll find a way to see me. So it wasn't a big deal. She was at uni, I was at uni and things were still going great then something HAPPENED.

She started loosing interest in me and what I mean by that is, she stopped replying to my text and started making excuses. I was dying inside for weeks and I had to talk to someone about it. So I spoke to one of my boys, and it turned out he was the best person to talk to. He told me to go visit her at uni so I took his advise.

I called her up and told her I'll be coming to see her for the weekend and she agreed. I was looking forward to it, then I got a text on Friday night saying "we need to talk"

We all know what that means fellas, it's never good news, I knew where it was heading so I called one of my female friends to cheer me up. After that, I went home and she rang me and we had the talk and that was it. This was like a month and a half ago, I haven't text or call her ever since.

It was was over and I couldn't believe it. We had such a great time together but there was something that we were both ignoring. There wasn't a future between us two and I knew it right from the start but I decided to ignore it.

I never wanted it to come to an end but unfortunately it did.

Right now I'm just too focus with uni and a bit of football and having fun really.

Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed it.

Louis Versace.